Such words can cut deep, especially when they're in the past
tense and asked why I didn't act in a certain manner. It cuts very
deep. I won't let these things slide.
Damn, I thought I had something good to blog about earlier
(or maybe even yesterday), but now for the life of me I just can't quite
remember. Been getting into new music and loving it. Updated the
music on my iPhone and deleted some of the tracks I tended to skip. I
think it's always good to go and update the stuff you want to listen to, or
else you grow in danger of getting bored of the music you love. And
that's never a good thing.
It's grey and cloudy outside cause it's wet and cold, but I
think it actually looks quite beautiful. That being said, I wish I was
still in bed. Getting up in the morning when you haven't slept much is a
matter of discipline. Once you hear that alarm, get up. That's
it. Just get up and you'll be able to get up. It will become a habit
and you will do it consistently.
Played guitar last night and absolutely loved it. The
other and I have some really good songs!!! We've gotta finish
some!! They're too good to remain unused like this.
Hmm had pretty much of everything. Just want to be
gone.
Hmmm feeling sleepy too! At least I've got no work to
do.
Goddamn, it's only 11am?! This isn't right, I have so
long to go until the day is over!!!
Arghh! Just want to play guitar and get better.
Not virtuoso knob twiddling nonsense, but just good enough so I can express the
music that's in my head, that's all!
I don't believe it, I just don't. I refuse to.
Got so much stuff on this weekend, and I don't feel like
being social. I just don't want to be that person.
Well at least I'm warm, right? So much to complain
about, yet so little to show for it.
What are you lashing out about?
Do adults really give up on their dreams? Where did
they start going wrong? Do they just end up settling? Is that
me? Perish the thought.
Can I just go on a First World product rant, if I may?
I am really hating Optus' 3G reception in my city. It's so shit in
Australia overall, but it's particularly bad where I am. We're moving
into 4G times, yet they can't even do 3G reception right. I'm using an
iPhone 4, so it's not an old phone, but these days I have to do a dance to get
ANY 3G reception so that I can use any data. That's cause I hardly use my
phone as a phone, it's mostly a shitty netbook with substandard games.
Thank you, iOS. I think I'm going to get a Samsung Galaxy S4 next!
I can't wait. It'll be nice to get rid of this phone and head to a
different carrier.
My other gripe is about Holden Vivas. I've been
reading up on the piece of shit car, since we're having problems with
ours. I've read that SO many people have had problems with the emission
monitoring system in the Viva, yet the service people at Holden refuse to do
anything about it. They released a car that was faulty on to the
market! They should be sued for all they're worth! It makes more
sense when you realise that the Holden had a lifespan of a few years before
they discontinued it. Well that's because Holden KNEW they had released a
faulty machine, which is potentially dangerous. The car is known to lose
power and develop a warning light for the emission monitoring system, and a few
people (myself included) have had the car completely stall while it was moving.
That's entirely fucked up. Holden should pay the price for this kind of
blatant disregard for their customers and the public. Complete piece of
crap!
Alright, I better stop it here. Take care of
yourselves, cause I know I'm not going to look after you!
Fuck, I really have not slept enough.
