Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Strangeness Multiplied

Somedays you wake up and you're just on top of the world.  Everything you do is fantastic, and everything you touch turns to gold.  This is not one of those days.  It's weird to be having one of these days again.  Then again, it is a Tuesday.  I'm tired, exhausted, and just generally not loving this.  Work is crazy busy, and I'm slowly getting through it.  Is life about to change?  We'll see.  It's a bit too early to change things.

I'd like to get to that point.  A point where I can just write everything off.  Put it down to something else.  That's the problem, we all may assume we play a part in deciding what our futures are.  Fate or free will?  Take your pick.  There's nothing groundbreaking here.  Does life change for other people around me?  Well it depends on your defition of 'around' me.  We will see.  Life has to change for everyone at some point.  Rarely is it ever uniform.  This is why we are all different.

Education.  Ahhh education, you certainly aren't what you used to be.  Not when viewed through this prism.  2.5 hours to go. 

Isn't it strange when you want something to happen so much, and in a roundabout way you get it, but not the way you originally envisaged?  That sort of stuff messes with your mind.  But I really do hope everything is okay.  At least I can sit and focus without any distractions.  Why do we live for the short term?  Why do we look for the light at the end of the tunnel, when you spend the vast majority of your time in the darkness of the tunnel.  And who says the light isn't just a temporary thing?  You could be right back in the tunnel. 

Incompetent managers cause paralysis.  Things do make sense in one way or another.  The next thought you don't get to have.  No.

Crap, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow.  Oh shitty days, just go away!

Joaquin out.
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