Wake Up Every Morning...

Not feeling like P Diddy.  Well that is unless P Diddy wakes up every morning to the sound of his own mind saying "kill yourself" repeatedly.

Fuck.  I look in the mirror, and I don't know who the hell the person is staring back at me.  It's a stranger.  I've become a stranger to myself.  Not just that, I want him to die.  I want to kill him.  He does not deserve to live.

I want to stop waking up.