So Here I Am

This is my situation.  I was abandoned.  With no warning, no inclination that something was wrong.  Secrets were kept from me and they exploded in my face.  Left for someone else.  No reasoning.  Now I am abused on a daily basis.  You want to cut me out of your life. But I don't think I can live without you.  Why can't you understand
that?  Why would you rather see me dead?

What would you do if you were in this situation?  Maybe I'll have some revenge.


That would be fucking sweet, indeed.