Have you ever had one of those moments where everything is just getting
worse dramatically, and within a short space of time? I'm having
that. Except it's not just related to one day. It's been all of
November, it's been December. Maybe it's just my whole life now!
Yes, I've been busy, yes I've been out of it. But there's nothing I can
do. What do you do when it's all stacked against you? Everyone else
is just making mistakes left right and centre. I'm just not in the mood
for this. But it's coming for me. I need out. I just have to
be done with it. There's so much to do, and so little time. Just
horrible, cracking mistakes for the whole world to see. Are people really
that incompetent? Well I suppose I'm to blame as well.
Yes, I've been busy. No, I haven't had time to blog. Why
bother? I've had nothing to say. It's all disjointed and illogical
anyway. Focus has had to be in other places. I feel the fire
again. It's warming me up. So many wasted opportunities. Time
is just slipping away.
Chris Rock is so on the money these days. Good on him for highlighting
what's going on in the world.
I don't want to do anything today. Just sit here and let time drift
away. I just can't believe it. I guess we all just start again.
Life can't just fall apart. There was nothing there in the first
place.
I can best describe my life and frame of mind right now as one of
disillusionment.
Joaquin out.
