Cold and awkward. Super fun happy times! Can you regret it? Yes, I can. Maybe cynicism is better than the place I was at before anyway? It was a non-event. Should have known. I think my future is dementia. That's gonna be it. Hopefully I'll have fun!
Man I could just do with a rest. Nothing more! People get jolly at the oddest times. But it's all just a case of history repeating itself. Oh lordy, once again! 3 hours to go and I'm totally zoning out again. Maybe it's just this part of the day. Nap times should be mandatory.
Whoops. Things got a bit silly back there. I am literally wandering aimlessly here. Figuratively as well. Shame.
Look at me just talking to myself. Music can be better. Alright I better do even more work. I've just lost all productivity. And it's leading me to procrastinate with absolute stupidity here. The last few months of posts on here are a prime example, I'm sure. Have I had anything important to say? No. Have I had interesting news to share? No. So what the hell am I doing?
For children we haev Santa Clause, for adults we have God. Ouch. This is just a manifestation of everything over not just the past few months, but probably the past few years.
It's just a vague outline, that's all I need to see. Okay 2.5 hours. I can do this. I'm forcing each and every word out. It's almost painful. I'm suffering for it, truly.
I'm not focusing and I'm not concentrating. This is pure torture.
2 hours?! I'm not sure what way I'm wanting time to go.
And now it's 90 minutes and I haven't done a damn thing. 90 minutes can be a long time...
Hahah oh my god! I am in shock at my own procrastination abilities here.
Just how often can I be wrong? More times? More times! I'm sure. Hahaha.
I'm not looking forward to this.
Joaquin out.
