Murder now the path called "must we..."

I'm finally getting the hang of sobriety, and I feel great. I feel like a whole new person. I guess the only thing left now is to learn how to drive a fucking manual. :P

Damn this country and double-damn its internet. Blasted thing won't let BitLord (or any other client for that matter) connect. I dunno what to do now. Bleh, guess I'll have to rely on spyware virus-free download sites for the time being. If I can find one of those, that is. :P

I want to thank Knaves for keeping my mind off the stuff I'd usually fuck myself up with. I'm glad I can read tabs now, since he sends me stuff to work on. I think I did a pretty good job with one of his pieces (called Dynamic Act). It's still a work-in-progress, and I'm trying my best to finish it. I think I can finally find the rhythm to write some more songs, and this time around I'm gonna try writing real music instead of depressing, fucked up pieces of poetry. I'm still searching for a tiny bit of the inspiration I used to work with before.

My taste in music is what some would call "weird", but to me, it's just a mixture of thoughts, feelings and perspective. Although, I gotta say my "love" for Tool is slowly fading towards a mild "like". I'm slowly going back to my roots as well as learning about new artists on the rise.

*sigh* I guess I'll be off now. Gotta get me some grub and get a little studying done. College admission exam's tomorrow, so wish me luck.
Later.