It Just Wizzzed Past...

I think there might be something in the past that I've over looked. A hidden mean, a silent cliff note. Somewhere in there is a little statement that makes us all burst into laughter. Things go in circles, not always the same circle, but I think it just gets bigger and bigger each time it does a full orbit. Sorta like the rings on the trunk of a tree, or Fibonacci's sequence. It exponentially increases. There are certain things in my life that seem to happen around the time when things take a turn, certain events that mold themselves together. Today Weezer got me thinking about this theory of mine. I remember when the green album was there, I was someone else, someone with everything sorta planned out in front of him just not willing to take the chances that he needed to take. Afraid of what might be there if the doors were opened. Regardless the doors did open, and I found a life I never thought I'd have. Some good, some bad, but never the less a lot of memories. Memories I cherish, and memories I'm glad to have shared with the people that I have. I don't think many or any of those people are still hanging around. Maladroit, pain of a high school ended, life took a turn, did some seriously crazy things that took me to places and lengths that have taught me a lot of lessons. Took the time to figure out who I was, spent a lot of time on my own. Collected my thoughts, and started afresh. Life stayed static for a while, doing the same thing everyday that need to be done, with an ultimate goal in mind. A goal that I achieved, but not entirely in the manner that I had thought I would at that particular time. Years later, the next weezer album came out, end of 2005. My life took a complete turn after that, a roller coaster from which I still get motion sick from time to time, and something that I'm still recovering from. Regardless, life altering, personality shifting... In about 9 days time the next weezer album is coming out, and I don't know what to expect, or whether its going to make a difference or not this time. I guess all I can do is sit an wait. All I know for now is that my life is in extreme order, not something I'm entirely used to... Let me see where this is going to lead...